I enjoy it when others pay attention to me. But this is a DG between God and Satan. I don't enjoy it when God pays attention to me, because he's a stupid thug. And Satan is worse. I enjoy it when I achieve awesome goals with others, or alone.
There is a blank spot on my head where the Satan changed stuff. I'd rather he not change stuff and not want to. I suppose I don't have to allow him to nor continue 5ing that. But I'd like to solve that problem rather than just choose to avoid it.
It is unpleasant to have threats in my environment. I suppose I am #14 and they will not destroy me. God having a data addiction to me is very offensive.